Goddammit people piss me off. I hope that once I rebirth people will leave me the fuck alone and let me do my own thing for a while.

I'm sick of going into dungeons and being killed because someone is stupid and doesn't wait for themselves to aggro an enemy and attack what I do and end up dying and getting me killed in the process.

I'm sick of people not knowing what the fuck they're doing. YOU DON'T USE NORMAL ATTACKS ON ENEMIES USING DEFENSE YOU DUMBFUCKS. THAT'S WHAT SMASH IS FOR.

I'm sick of people making a big goddamn deal over who finishes a boss when there's no title in it for them and someone else in the party has to finish it for a quest.

I knew I should have gotten Crack, Dea, Caleb and Riyu to help me. Seriously. At least they know what they're doing.

I'm not the best at the battle system, but I'm not stupid either. It pisses me off when I get a few people to do rabbie with me so I can learn to combat skeles better without worrying about getting double aggroed in gairech only to have someone be an idiot and get us all killed. One time is an accident. Three times is just ridiculous.

The golden rule in dungeons is "wait for something to attack you." Because if you just attack at will, chances are you aggro an enemy different from the one you attacked and that's where double aggro comes in. And the fun part about that is, when a party member gets KOed, the enemy goes after the other party members thus screwing everyone up. The only time you should have to worry about double aggro is in a multi-spawn room.

Bah. It's not worth getting annoyed over. But when it keeps happening over and over again, it gets way annoying.

NEW ARASHI SINGLE. NEW ARASHI SINGLE. NEW ARASHI SINGLE. a;glkal;fal;fk;laegka;lka;lfkla;e. DNC ABOUT NEWS ANYMORE. ARASHIIIIIII. *flailflailflail*

I'm so happy right now~ *glee*

Totally random Arashi-related note before I go into the talk about my presents. Did anyone notice that during the MSte Superlive there was a "Parental Advisory Explicit Lyrics" notice on Matsujun's coat? xDD I have to say that I had an LOL fit over that one. For those of you that didn't see it/notice it here's a screencap of it. Ah, that made my day~ I would have been a bit happier if they had preformed a song other than Love so sweet though. Out of all the singles they've released this year, I'd have to say that Happiness was my favourite. It always makes me happy when I listen to it. ♥

Anyway, I posted what I got for christmas about 20 minutes after unwrapping them, so I never really got a chance to use/read/listen to them. Now that I have, I can talk about them!

The first thing I did was watch Alice in Wonderland. I haven't seen that movie in a few years and amazingly I can still sing along with most of the songs. My mom didn't even remember Old Father William. Ahhh, I miss old disney movies. They were the best.

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FOR SRS. Gahhhh. Too much at once!! Firstly, my aunt is getting married. I've never met her fiancé, so I'm worried that he won't like me. I'm very...I don't know, insecure? I have to be liked by others because it makes me feel better about myself or something like that. I guess I'm a loner, but I mostly lock myself up because I'm very self conscious and don't want to be disliked by others. I have major trust issues with people too so I'm very hesitant. I don't know, I want to like my new uncle, but I'm very hesitant to trust him. I'm sure he's a good guy, but I'm just uneasy. I mean, how are they going to introduce me? "This is my neice. She loves japanese and chinese music, her favourite shows are Kamen Rider and Heroes, and in her spare time she reads manga and designs websites." I sound like a geek.

Well, I guess I'm a likable person. I mean, it's not like I'm mean or anything. I'm sure I'll get along with him. I think if I try too hard to be liked, I'll end up being disliked. Waah. I need to calm down! I'm getting all worried about stupid things like this when everything will probably be fine if I just calm down and act like myself. *headdesk*

Oh! I'm finally got un-lazy and told my sister to tell me when they're hiring. NEED MONEY FOR FANDOM. I've been putting off getting a job for months and I decided that it's time to finally get one. I've been increasingly bored lately and it'll give me something to do. Besides, I need a job if I'm ever going to get all the stuff I want. 8D;;

So, I'm reading manga again. I think 99% of why I stopped reading manga in the first place is because I wasn't reading in my age level so it didn't really appeal to me. LOL. D:

So I went to kino today and I picked up this:



They didn't have Betsuma and nothing on the cover of Sho-comi really caught my attention. I almost bought Margaret but I liked the cover of Princess more. *judges manga by their covers a lot* I wanted to buy Betsuma because I really want to read Midnight Children, but they didn't have it. *cry*

I have to say that I like Eden no Trill, Houkago Hokenshitsu, Tennou Believers, and Dragon Girl. Oh! my princess was a good one shot as well.

I think I might get 6 month subscriptions to Margaret, Betsuma, Sho-comi, and Princess to see if I really like them since I can't really judge on one issue alone.

I'm probably going to buy Asuka again as well. Shinjo Mayu has a serialization in it now and she's my favourite mangaka so of course I want it. ♥

*claps hands together* My mom doesn't want me to, but when I order some manga for christmas (my mom can't navigate amazon japan) I'm going to order Yometore! She doesn't want me to, but it's my money that I'm spending on that book. I'm just having them ship together because it's easier. XDDD

My mom is all "You can only look at the spines of the books to see if you got the right ones. You can't peek at the covers." even though I've already seen all the covers. XD Ah, mommy you underestimate the internets.